Not planning to use this much...Well have a nice life...
Another night..Another night, laying awake, Reflecting on events passed, and yet to come. "What is she thinking?" "Is she having the same trouble sleeping?" "Do I mean even a fraction to her, that she does to me?" These thoughts cross my mind, I tell myself to forget her, It'd make my life that much easier. "Will I ever mean anything to her?" "Can I even be there for her?" Regret and agony pound through my veins, Tormenting my consciousness. Another night, laying awake, Another night thinking of her, Another night spent in torment. Just to begin anew tomorrow.Another night..
OutcastExpectedSpeculative eyes watching me Waiting for me to trip and fall Waiting for me to screw up Expecting me to fail Expecting me to give up I will screw up I will fall They will watch I will not fail I will pick myself up I will fix what I have broken And still they will watch And they will learn I am not what they expectedExpected
promise to play this on silenthello—promise to play this on silent
just promise me you’re listening.
since once you get used to being ignored for long enough, it’s nice to pretend that you could be something. that you could say something that matters. and that somewhere, someone is listening. and for now, i’ll make believe that you’ll make everything better. that the air will taste like sunshine even though it’s been raining for days. or that my heart isn’t disconnected and that maybe my lips will get the message. or even that for the next two and half minutes you’ll love me.
i’ll make believe. i’ll m
| I'm just a kid who loves art... I like poetry and photography over other art forms... Well other art forms other than music... That stuff is like blood for me... Needed to live! And yeah... >.> Beware the hollow chocolate bunnies of the apocalypse! Apparently "The hollow chocolate bunnies of the apocalypse" is a good book that a friend of mine suggested I read... I said I would get around to it... That was like a year ago... I should do that... Right... |
Distracted
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~ This is our decision, to live fast and die young.
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♫ theres gotta be something bigger here
with the beating in our throats and the tremble in our grip
this cant be it ♫
I really appreciate it
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"Live in the present, remember the past and fear not the future, for it doesn't exist and never shall. There is only now"
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The best pictures happen, when you dont plan to make them...
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